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Monday, May 19, 2008 / 5:58 AM ?

sometimes, i would wonder to myself,
why?
sometimes, i feel so tired.
i know im not perfect, but at least i try to
i like to make frens happie
i like frens to tell me their problems
i like it when they trust me
just like how i use to trust them
but maybe not now anymore?
for now, i tink i can only trust qian ci and huiyee?
sometimes i get so freaking tired i hope i dun exist
den maybe peijun wouldnt have feel sad of my blog post,
den she wont have to even bother when goes out with zihang.
den maybe qian ci, shihui, wouldnt have to listen to my endless complain
of that they wouldnt have to be in a diff situation
im sorry
for the every little things ive done n made u all feel sad

but sometimes i tink im right :X
sometimes, though i said it out that its okay that things turned out that way,
but deep in my heart,
i tink i still care
i thought i wouldbe okay to c the both of u behaving this way
but actually it hurts
to see how actually our friendship is fading
maybe it can be save
maybe it cant be saved
i know,
sometimes,
the things i do
the things i said
isnt wat im trying to express
and it turned out a negative way
i tink im a failure

but dun worry, i still trust u;

i hope things turns out fine soon
and that the pain inside when i c u all will fade

let the past stay as memories
and the future, a mystery



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